im sorry. .its a bit jealous sometimes. . :)

“I’M SORRY. .sometimes i get jealous thinking that someone else. .could make you happier than I could. .I guess it’s my insecurities acting up. .because I know I’m not the prettiest, smartest. .or most fun and exciting. .But, only one that i want you to know , you are my friend that i love most. . :)

i always pray for you :)

Today, i wander in my memory

I’m pasing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more

that i want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

i cannot send you away one more time

i can’t live without you

it can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

my bruised heart

is screaming to me to find you

where are you?

can’t you hear my voice?

to me…

if i live my life again

if i’m born over and over again

i can’t live without you for a day

You’re the one i will keep

you’re the one i will love

i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

*i always love you kawan :)

just a call me back !

i exhausted my phone credit. .

then. . i send a call me back to you. .

but. .

u don call or texted me again. .

hmm. 

i keep strong and told to myself that u are already sleep or maybe busy doing something or other else. .

hmm. .

i asked u to call because it was rain on that time. . 

:')

friend are apart of me !

yeaa , suda lame jugak aku tak menulis blog.. tetibe tringat nk pulak nak menulis tentang kawan dan sahabat.. da lame aku tertanya ape perbezaan kawan dgn sahabat.. two similar words but come with different meaning,kemungkinan.. kalau nk ikut tafsiran aku,kawan ni bleh ditafsirkan sbg seseorang yg ada brsama kita dlm khidupan kita.. which is,dia sntiase ada masa kita happy ataupun sbg 'kawan enjoy' kita.. berbeza plak ngan sahabat.. bg aku,sahabat ni lg besar peranan dia sbb sahabat akan brsama sama kita dlm apa jua keadaan tk kira suka duka happy sedih dan segalanya lah kan.. itu yg bleh dinamakan SAHABAT.. nak jd seorang sahabat pn bukan mudah,pnah tk dgr ayat 'kawan gembira mudah dicari,kwan brsedih trlalu susah nak jmpa' pnah dgr tk? and yess,dats is very exactly.. pd masa kita gmbira,kawanlah yg akan ada disisi.. tp,bl masa kita susah,sedih,hanya ada SAHABAT disisi.. tulah perbezaannya.. suma org bleh jd kawan,tp hnya seseparuh jea yg bleh jd sahabat.. kawan hnya akan mngutuk ksalahan yg tlah kita lakukan tp sahabat akan mnyedarkan kita dr kesalahan yg tlah kita buat and gigih mmberi sokongan dan dorongan utk kita brubah ke arah yg lbih baik.. kwn bleh mnjadi seseorang yg hipokrit dgn berkata segala tindakan kita adalah btul tp sbenarnya apa yg kita lakukan jelas jelas salah.. pastu sahabat plak akan mnegur kita yg salah supaya kita prbaiki kelemahan dan tk mngulangi ksalahan yg sama lg.. trlalu besar mkna sahabat dan trlalu susah nak cr seorang sahabat yg btul btul ikhlas utk brsahabat dgn kita.. sbb,sahabat akan brsama dgn kita selamanya.. yg ade skrg ni cuma kawan,hanyalah kawan.. kawan yg hnya utk sementara.. aku brsyukur dgn kawan yg aku ade skrg ni.. aku sayang korang.. :D

wish you were here wipe my tears :'(

totally depressed !

Indeed.

I cant deny the fact of myself is a real sensitive person and i can really cry my heart out when i really get upset , depressed for all things include college, friendships , most of all , Relationship. I doubt anyone could even understand how i felt now ? I doubt so . I really wanna know , am i just a failure, loser or a pathetic shitz? I doubt i even exist in this world . I get so frustrated . SIGHZ. JUST DAMN IT .